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New low point...

Anyone else been through a break up and your ex blocks you on everything? I mean...e-mails, FaceBook, mobile numbers, the lot.

Well, who else can I blame for this mess than myself? I tried phoning her a month back for a general chat but she never taken my calls, only texts saying "Sorry, was busy"

I text her many times but replies came by, far and few in between. I also texted her about how much I wanted her back (because phoning her was impossible). Of course the reply wasn't pleasant and that should be a lesson..."I don't want to get back with you, I am VERY happy with my new boyfriend...can't you just be happy for me?"

Its so ironic...I seriously knew nothing of how big a part of my life she was until now. I severely miss those random calls she would make to me when she had just 5 mins off work. Ones she'd make when something was wrong. Ones she'd make when her folks wanted me to pop round for dinner.
Times she surprise visits me at work. Surprise visits when she had ONE day off. Surprise visits because she made me something to eat...bought me something to wear...or even just out of the blue to say "Hi, I've missed you!"

Guys, if any of you are reading this and YOUR girl does any or even ALL of those...hold onto her man. Hold on and don't let go! Even if you both are on the verge of a break up...STOP!!! Take time apart first...one month will be enough...then decide...
These little things that my ex did for me were signs of deep affection and I just fucked all that up...My ex or your girl is willingly giving herself to you, don't break her heart like I did...



I regret what I did but nothing will bring her back...take my lesson.



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