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Now what?

2013 hasn't been a kind year so far, the death of my grandfather was sudden but not unexpected, my grandmother who usually doesn't share much emotions has cried, felt depressed and is mourning over the loss of her husband of 60+years, hearing her cry the way she did at the funeral literally crushed my heart...and to top it off, Saturday 8th June, morning at about 4:07am, my aunt who is 53/54 years old has died. She had cancer which spread to the brain, a stroke that paralysed her left side and she only retired a year ago...She has worked all her life and didn't even finish primary school...

These deaths that has occurred so suddenly has...some what punched some fear into me...should I work so much? Is there any jobs or careers that will allow me to enjoy life as a source of income? Should I bother with a job? How much time do I have left? What the Fuck am I even doing? Is this some form of "early-mid-life crisis?"...Bloody Hell, thinking about this jazz makes me wonder if I am losing it...

...OK..break......

...Gran is coming to the UK to stay with my family, FACT.
I will need a new job by August, FACT and ESSENTIAL.
I still have a dream where I won't need to depend on a job for my income, FACT, ESSENTIAL AND NECESSARY!

..That doesn't sound too bad! OK, job hunting here I come!

If anyone out there has any suggestions...please pass them over!

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