Guys and girls, This I think is predominantly a Chinese thing or at least I think it is due to none of my non-Chinese friends experiencing anything of a similar sort. From what I've come to understand from my relatively few years of existence...the kids in each family have their niches. The older ones takes care of the younger ones and the younger ones either act like spoilt brats or grow to respect their older siblings for the care they provided. Then everything is good! Fab!! For myself...I don't know why it is...different to quite the other end of the scale...I am the eldest of 4 boys, I've taken care of and to a degree...raised my brothers while in my earlier years. Parents worked long hours so it was my duty as such...when I grew tall enough (...literally) , I was working in their Take Away Shop...later when they had a restaurant...i worked there too. My brothers mainly worked in the restaurant part time too, when times were tough...however...that's kinda whe...
From time to time, life throws me a ball, they are hard to catch and at times I fall over...I write because I express better this way, in the past I would bottle everything up and not talk about it. This led to severe changes in my life...I pushed away the girl who loved me more than herself...