Perhaps in this day and age my thoughts on this matter is "old fashioned", the concerning matter for me this week is the topic of "Friendship". What is friendship? How do you define it? How did it start? Can you have that with anyone? Are there levels of friendship? Or is it just another word people use without any substance and meaning behind it? Friendship was once a great investment in MANY respects, when you were in trouble, friends would come from far and wide to help you get back on your feet, keep in contact with you, give you encouragement or lend you a "Haven" for when times are really up shit creek and you're about to hit the rapids! One "friend" of mine and I were quite close at one point, texting and replies usually took no longer than a few minutes, of course when you're personal business is needing attend to, the replies would of had: "Sorry was doing...blah blah blah...etc etc" Now? If I text, there would...
From time to time, life throws me a ball, they are hard to catch and at times I fall over...I write because I express better this way, in the past I would bottle everything up and not talk about it. This led to severe changes in my life...I pushed away the girl who loved me more than herself...