Events in my life.

Was supposedly to go out with my other half for a meal...just the two of us...she didn't organise anything. I went to pick her up from work...then was informed she had a blood donation appointment. I left her in a huff... I've not spend much time with you for a while. Just wanted some time... Instead I'm on the bus back home...stopping at Tesco to get alcohol to get myself pissed. Well. Here is another reason to hate creation day.

Tuesday 17th July Curiousity is raising, since the beginning of the year more and more regular customers from work is asking when I'm getting married 🤣🤣🤣 Why are they so intrigued? What is perking them to ask me this!? My oh my...if I get £2 for everytime some askes "when are you getting married?", I would have my mortgage paid off!!! On a serious note, it's not quite time. Michelle's grannies both passes away last month and going by tradition we should wait a year before any celebrations. The earliest would be Autumn of 2019 but that will seriously depend on my financial status and when the good dates are. 2020 is most likely...

Tuesday 23rd Jan 2018 I think life has finally decided that it can give me a chance to succeed, due to priorities I have been strapped for money since September 2017 and now...almost six months down the line, three very different oppertunities has surfaced! Firstly, with my money coming back, I can finally pay off the mortgage and a small personal loan! Secondly, I have eye'd up a new build flat, it isn't too far from where I am currently but I must get more info first! Thirdly, an investor proposition has came to me, I do not have the full details yet but from what the pitch involved...it doesn't sound too bad! Mid to long term game. Plenty of money to be made! Oh dear Intergalactic Overlords I AM PUMPED!!!!! 

With great sadness, my gran from my father's side passed away on 8th October 2017. A month later, her funeral was held. At the funeral I saw some of her church friends and other relatives that I had not known before. I learned my gran was more talkative than I knew and enjoyed the church events to gather with her friends. When all was done and her ashes were put next to Granfather, we thought; "this is it, all is done". Little did I know it wasn't. Upon the Clan's arrival at the flat, an "idea" was proposed to withdraw half the equity from the property simply because "the parents lived here for a long time" and it was "(grand) father's idea to purchase this very one". Yeah...please note 2 things...who paid the deposit and who paid for the finances?? Answer: non of you. You cheeky fucks who are my blood relatives ALL lived, fucked, procreated, eat, shit, dreamed and used this place at my father's expense. Y'all want a...

It is 12:35 am on Tuesday 15th August, right now I cannot sleep and I am concerned for my financial foundation. I am not greatly in debt that it burdens me to sleepless nights nor am I debt-less enough to enjoy free time to what I wish... Like most people, I have a mortgage to pay, utilities to pay and living expenses. From a young age, I have admired Martial Artists such as Bruce Lee & Jet Li, fascinated by Martial Arts such as Karate, Tae Kwon Do, Wing Chun, Tiger Fist and various other ones. I wanted to be like my heroes! I wanted to learn the unarmed ways to defend those who can't defend themselves! Growing up some more, I worked, it then dawned on me to enjoy life, you must play the game. The game of Money, play smart, be frugal and invest. Get out the Rat Race. This was taught to me by an old neighbour of mine; Mr. John Carswell, soon he introduced me to "Rich Dad, Poor Dad" by Robert Kiyosaki. It was and still is a brilliant book that awakens something...

I don't get it. What drives these religious extremists to do what they do? What will the receive for the deeds they have done? Songs of praise? Recognition? Some "promise" in the after life? You live in the here and now. What good is anything to you...when you are dead? You honestly believe what you are doing will help spread your religion? Well...it has. But probably in a way you did not want. Human's dislike bad things being done to them, it will be a matter of time before the masses react then forming small or large militia groups to take matters into their own hands. The sleeping masses is awakening, your humble and peaceful brothers and sisters will probably pay the price for your ignorant and selfish actions. You will be last...mass action doesn't distinguish between peaceful muslim and an extremist like yourself.